Responsibility of Mumbai Blasts

I, the common man of India want to take the takes the full responsibility of the Mumbai attack in my full consciousness. I am responsible for the attack because I bribed a education minister to make my transfer possible, I feel no one else is responsible because I accepted the proposal of Rs 100000 to clear the tender as a government official. I gave bribe to government official for clearing my tender. I feel if I have accepted traveling in Bus without ticket, then I am the single responsible person for this attack. And many times I trespass railway platform without even platform ticket, and my this little mistake of which I am still unaware , lead to the incidence. I wish if I could have not given the bribe the traffic police officer, this incidence would not have been possible.

I wish if I had opposed the absent of our school teachers during my school life, I could have saved Taj. If I could have opposed the late coming and sometimes not coming of the principal of the school of which I am teacher, I could have saved incidence.

I never ask the my local shopkeeper for the bill, and my this fault lead to attack. I never gave bill to my customer, and hence I am responsible for the attack.

My acceptance are enormous in number. Like I try my best to save the tax, by hook or by crook. I want to digest the money of tax payers hence I should accept the responsibility.

I am a doctor, I am nursing home, many times I have cheated poor people and even have sold their kidneys and have made bills in thousands and lacs of the consulting which could have been done few hundreds. It was never in my duty to consult the patient in government hospital. I am that poor patient who paid this silently without asking a question.

I am that industrialist who always purchase electricity with bribe, I am that government official who never sell electricity honestly.

I am a Baba who uselessly speaks uselessly for hours , since I am wasting the important time and energy and money of my followers I am the responsible, I am follower who is wasting my money and time and energy.

I predict the future of other people on television, though even I can’t know my next five minutes, I am responsible, I ask my queries about the future to such people, Hence I am responsible, and as media, I know predicting future is perhaps not possible for such people, I engage daily 2 hours on my channel to this mass fraud. (I never think of seeing Jyotish from ancient Indian way, and never tried to see how the real calculations of ancients did) hence I am responsible for terrorism.

I am lawyer, and I have a quality of proving that right is wrong and wrong is right for some bucks, I am a judge who has ability to judge the decision by weighing the bribe.

Decision in my court makes me responsible for attack.

I am head of a reputed institute of local, region and national level and I have been irresponsible many times, I have a fixed commission in purchasing. I am employee of that institution who was irresponsible because my head was irresponsible; hence I am responsible for the attack.

I am teacher, and I do the tuitions, hence I am responsible. I am a school student and I go to tuition, hence I am responsible.

Last time, I gave alms to a child on a city square while picking my son from school, but I never thought of education and future of that roadside child. I never think of providing shelter to old age people asking for alms and food on city square, even my 1 Rs donation to them gives me feeling of a donor. I am responsible because I didn’t provide education and shelter to needy.

I keep watching all the irritating comedy serials, I keep watching all the irresponsible and unnecessary tv serials, hence I am responsible.

The ugly and “Ashlil” dances on television never make me think that is it the future of India? I never bothered about my surroundings and hence I am responsible.

I keep polluting my mother Earth. I never think of not using polythene, and hence I am responsible for the attack…

I am associated with education department, but I never took the education of students seriously, I never felt that the future of country could be better if I work responsibly and I feel this was my biggest fault ever,

I am associated with health department, but while getting corrupt, I never thought of patients approaching to death, Hence I am the only responsible for the attack.

I am associated with defense department, even then I got corrupt, hence I am the biggest responsible for the attack.

I am associated with construction field, where it is now an unsaid constitution, that 10 or 15 percent is required to pass the tender. I never opposed , hence I am responsible.

I never forget to comment on honest people around me about their honesty and I always tell them that world is corrupt why you are trying to be honest, And my these comments make me responsible for the attack.

I feel, if I had opposed the poor construction of roads and bridges, I could have been freed from the responsibility of attack, I feel if I had firmly asked the policeman for FIR, I could have saved the attack.

I feel, if I have opposed the nude and misguiding movies, I could have saved the attack.

I want to become an IAS officer or PSC officer, because I am attracted with lucrative bribes, I am not getting inspired from few honest officers, hence I am responsible.

I am youth, though I keep wasting my time in useless stuffs, and since I am not utilizing my energy and time in building India, hence I am responsible. I am middle aged, but I have not become a icon for youth, hence I am responsible. I have never tries t improve education system of youth and child, hence I am responsible.

We are still following the education system established by Macauley, which was aimed at preparing peons. I have never tried to start a science and development oriented education system, a system aimed at preparing CEO’s , hence I am responsible.

Exact numbering is very difficult, but now I imagine, in how many ways, I am responsible for such attacks because in one or other way, the whole matter is of social irresponsibility and collective irresponsibility.

My silence is also a major factor in taking the responsibility of attack. My fear to oppose is responsible.

Even I kept silent for past years for all such incidences which makes me responsible for the incidence. I now feel, I am responsible for the attack because I blame the system and top officials even for small corruptions. And I am afraid that, whole system from the top to bottom is corrupt, who is going to listen me, because of this fear, I am responsible for attacks.

I am writing this letter in English, not in Indian language, hence I am Responsible.

And you see height of my responsibility, after the attack, it was me who got maximum angry, but still I am silent. At last I want to request my countryman to stop blaming terrorists and politicians for the attack, kindly forward all the blames to me because I kept silent for the last 23 years, but this time I promise you I will never be again responsible for such attacks because now I have realized my responsibility. I want to beg pardon, but I am highly agitated and angry after the Mumbai Incidence and now I am not going to keep silence. The incidence has really stunned me and now I am committed to follow my duties.The attack is on my home, and now I don’t want to depend any one else to secure it. Let’s make a collective responsibility to erase corruption from country, other things will automatically follow.

Vande Mataram!!

Thanks

Jai Hind !!

Jai Bharat!!

About Me

As intelligence grew, we began to think who I am , whats this intelligence and whats this consciousness. This what and why questions makes me fill with disagreement with any incomplete theory about me.Many devoted their whole life to find the about me, but most of them proved futile. Only some succeeded and they defined me in thier own way. Our ancients also defined me in a very simple language, but even then our intelligence could not find anything more then my structure and shape.
There came a personality with extreme degree of perfection, and said that I am nothing else then simply clothings. He also said, I used to change my cloths very frequently.He also said that I am a soul wearing some cloths.He said no fire can burn me, no air can dry me, and what else no arms can harm me. He had a supreme level of intelligence and he said he is Yajurved among vedas.
Sometimes it is assumed that I am intelligence only, but the question is still there,, how one intelligence can define another intelligence, there must be somthing above the intelligence with the help of which the intelligence can be defined. As far as I am concerned, Vedant said about me that I am Brahma, but at the same time Vedang asks who is Brahma,, we don't know any Brahma, Vedang explains me in very deep aspect, which is beyond the scope of the article as well as our intelligence,at least for today.
As said there were results about me like I am intelligence. But I claim ,since I am eternal, but intelligence is not, hence I am a piece of consciousness which is intelligent in himself. One thing for sure is that no one other then me can define me. Some say, is it really makes any difference if I know myself.Lets see I know me, now what?
But question is still as it is, about me? Vedant says it is the Brahma which is eye of my eyes, ear of my ears, etc. But It is more then the intelligence as the intelligence is one which understands instead of one which is understood. And why not he is responsible for my intelligence also. Also it can't be experienced with our senses and it can't not be defined. All who know about him, can understand he is everywhere, even then this everywhere is just a small portion of him. This is what the Vedant says about me.
Lateron, there arose three methods of thinking about me. One said I am my self Brahma, and there exists no other entity as such brahma outside universe. Second said, I am an ordinary entity, Brahma lies out side the universe and is beyond our approach, and third one said I am part of brahma with Brahma out side this universe.
When Budhdha was asked the same question, he said nothing. He said I am not noone, I am nothing.I am just a traveller who is supposed to suffer all the grieves of the world. He also said in this journey, there was nothing before me, there will be nothing after me.He denied Vedas and all and said the world is meant of sufferings and I am its victim. I am just a man with lots of problems around me. He also explained me how to overcome these problems.
Whatever I am, I have to go through whole journey. There is no way to escape. I am a singer and also a song.I am a magic and it is me who can find the various tricks of this magic.One thing for sure is that I have to go beyond the intelligence to conquer me.

My Idea Of Perfect Life :-

Well It's now time to plan future,, future includes everything, hence getting myself free from all prejudices, I want to explain my idea of perfect love,,, which includes how I feel whenever I think of my future life partner,,,,

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I know her, she might know me. I have imagined her, she might be imaging me. Feeling her is under estimation,, she gives me a sensation. A sensation in mind and a sensation in thoughts.She always gives me a smile, a smile followed by lots of worries, worries about career, about future,,,, but with all comes with a hope,,,,everything would be perfect,,,
We know each other in pseudo reality,, but we know.......
her impressions make me full of life,,,,,,and ,her beauty,,, her nature,,, her attitude,,,, her innocence,,, are amazing.... her smile makes me full of life,,,

she is distant from me....we know after few years, we are going to be one,, we know there won't be any distance between us,,,,we know we would understand each other's unspoken words,, this makes us fill with so much of enthusiasm,,, an inclination towards life,,,,, this is time when we are feeling we are above heavens,,,, we laught a lot,, we talk a lot,,,we enjoy a lot..........our days are now becoming smaller and smaller,,,.//
;;we want to start relationship,,,, but god knows how ,....this is not the right time...... but we know right time is not far away............................We have our own plans of life,,, we want to share them,,,,, we have idea of future,,, we want to share them.....instead i would say,,, we want to develop ourselves, according to each other's requirements, each other's choice.......here,, one want to know a lot about other,,, using various means,,, one tries his best to do so,,,,,,,but efforts are futile........here one want to show his presence to other,,,but don't know how...here one might have hatred for other,,,, but other's love would neglify the hatrated,,,,,,
We know we are going to loose our independent identity, I will be no more a akshay bhatt, but that time this name would reflect two persons.. this singularity would be dual in nature ,, where independent existance of one is not posible without other...... she won't be complementary to me,, I won't be complementary of her, instead we would be synonymes.,,different words,, same meaning..../////
In my thoughts ,, she is very intelligent,, beautiful, innocent,, cute,, smart,,, talkative,,, huh,,,,,,,,,,
In my thoughts,, she comes with beautiful smile,,, an unexplainable beauty,,,,,,,
In my thoughts,, she likes me very much,,,,,,,
I can write hundreds of such pages on her ,,,,,,,,,
In all,, both us feel,,, the earth,,, is most beautiful place,,,,,, some times, I feel,, if your thoughts makes surroundings so beautiful,,, what would your real presence do......(readers please excuse me,,,now I am talking to her only....)
I feel your conversations,,,, you might be feeling the same. I feel your beauty and I HOPE you might be thinking the same., I feel your presence all around , you might be feeling my presence,, I want to talk to you,,,you might................(that's other issue that we don't have single word to say other then " Hi ")
I am waiting for you,, and she might..na....im sure............... We are waiting for right time to meet each other,, and make life full of flowers, fun, beauty and togetherness.I wish we will be having a very excellent future. I wish, you might be reading this,,..........,your heart might be beating fast,,, you might be smiling, a smile with mixed expressions.Hey readers,,,Now she knows, we are meant for each other,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,!!


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